When bad news strikes!

Yesterday I recieved some not so great news via US mail. I will not divulge the shit storm that was delivered to my mail box, but I will say that the stress that ensued for 24 hours following me opening my mail was the worst stress of my life. Seriously, nothing has ever been more stressfull on me than this! It is a matter of a long overdue financial obligation that due to my severe procrastination (sp?) has escalated into a full blown shit-storm.

The stress the devoured my chest was awful. Not sleeping made it worse. Not eating just pissed me off because I was hungry but I couldn't eat. I wanted to cry myself into a nice peaceful eternal rest of death.

Since dying was not an option, (Kathy would kill me if I die) I decided to confront this head-on and tell all of the people closest to me my bullshit problem. They made me feel better. Lots better!! Thanks guys and girls.

Over the coming weeks and months I will find out exactly how deep my hole is, but I am rather certain that my hole will still allow my head to peek out. I will get through this! Everyone reading this remember these words:

Everything is perfect and as it should be. A solution will present itself.

I love all of my friends and family and would like to say thank you for the much needed support I required today, and will most likely need tomorrow.

Especially my wife Kathy.

Cheers to all and Happy Holidays!